rest in peace sweet erin. sing with the angels && welcome us when we come home.

your philambfam misses you.

when you see my face hope it gives you hell hope it gives you hell


lost a friend this weekend.

my neice-little in my sorority.

we weren't as close as we should've been.

but she touched my life and heart nonetheless.

tragic endings to beautiful stories.



i've always felt that's how my life would play out.

cause that is always how my life plays out.



and i haven't talked to him in two damn weeks nearly.

i can't face it.

i don't wanna hurt again. and it's much easier if i pretend it's not there.



and already i'm slipping back into old habbits.

they die hard.

people i dont want. guys i don't need.



i like one. but he's probably not worth my time.

at least that's how it's playing out.



and none of it matters anyway. cause when i stop ignoring the big elephant in the room, i know i can't really care for anyone else. probalby won't be able to for a long time.

and tha'ts pathetic. and i hate that.



when you see my face hope it gives you hell.



i'm going to go buy an easter dress for erin's funeral.

that's what she wanted.

prayers for her loved ones/family/boyfriend are so appreciated.



when you walk away

hope it gives you hell.