i was right, shoudla known.
no way to ignore the elephant for too long.
&& here we are again, same old dance,
same old song.

i don't know which way is up or down
he always has that effect on me
i guess we'll find out if yesterday
was meant to be.


my week of summer is nearly over. i've been in tulsa this week.
tomorrow i drive to missouri for my sister's graduation.
tuesday i drive back to tulsa, pick up the cat.... && possibly a duck,
and drive back to stilly. at least that's the plan if work lets me off for one more day.
then wednesday i start school for the summer and work again at a job i'm getting burned out on.

2 months and i move back to tulsa.
and i get a house.
then just one more semester of classes.
one semester after that of student teaching.
and i'm done.
off to nyc quicker than you can say "holy shit she graduated on time?"

it couldn't come soon enough.