Thursday, July 22, 2010

to teach or not to teach that is the question

so looks like a teaching job may not be in the cards for me this year.
however i'm trying to look at this from its silver lining.
i can get a daycare job (it's in the works) and i will figure it all out.
here are some pros to me not teaching for a year:
i can focus more on writing.
i can be more carefree and enjoy being young a little longer.
i won't be signing a contract so i can move if i want to.

i'm just trying to keep my head above water.
my prayer is the same.
"lead me to where i need to be."
it's the same prayer for my living situation (i want jenks, but i'm open to change), my job situation and matters of the heart. it's all up in the air and I wanna leave it in His hands, cause my hands are makin' a mess out of things.

mhm.